give up

Deng! sejak berpraktikal ni,banyak kali jugak insiden ak rasa malas nk belajar dan putus asa. bukan apa,sebab praktikal lamaaa sgt!*tetiba blame kan sesuatu yg xde kena mengena plak* kadang2,org ckp "xpe la stres,ok hape...kalo xde stres,xjalan beb keje kita".tapi,kdg2 ak xboleh nk terima stres tu.lebih2 lagi bila ia nya melibatkan diri ak ni. What I really hate about myself is I keep comparing myself with others. Ok. Fine. Partner di mana tempat ak berpraktikal adalah Chinese. well,bukan ak nk mengumpat or what. But, they were very good in everything they do. If nak compare kan diri ak dgn dorg, opkos laaa mcm dasar lautan dan planet pluto!sob sob..sebab ak ni pemalas,always take things for granted,senseless..bla..bla..ak plak jenis xboleh kena marah.anak manja.alolololo.geli seyh.dah memang itula sifat ak.ada sekali tu,ak kenaa marah sbb cannot perform well depan patient.habis spoil mood ak on that day.lepas tu dtg la perasaan nak give up la.macam2.but, i tried to think positively. and because I've a lot idiom in my lappy,I used it to bring my "semangat".hee~

p/s : Don't ever give up. Everything happened for a reason. and Allah had everything planned for us. Just believe that it may be the best for us. Keep strong^^