Touched

I really thought too much..

When I think about it back, it's actually my fault. It was my stupid act that hurts everyone around me. I feel really bad..and I don't know how to recover it back to normal. SORRY is not able to bring everything back to normal. I feel bad to my friends who always supporting me. My family..which I also don't know whether I can repay all of their sacrifices to me or not. 

Yes, everyone had ups and downs in life. I think this time is gonna be mine. Just follow what others said.. 

" Don't think too much, be strong! Everything will be alright in the end, smile."

" Memaafkan lagi senang dari simpan dalam hati..Forgive, forget and keep moving forward. Be cool as I always be."

Seremban, 11.45pm 27/3/13

BAD LUCK

Ya Allah, susahnya nk menghadapi dugaan ni...please, keep me strong. 

The first two weeks, my life here seems to be easier than anyone. Sebab aku dpt tmpt yg sama. xperlu masa utk adapt or kenal org di sekeliling ak. Tapi, apa yg berlaku..sebaliknya.. 

Ya, ak admit yg ak dah buat kesalahan besar dlm hidup. Ak xpatut buat benda tu. Bole tersalah send mesej..tapi, ak dah minta maaf dan rasa sangat bersalah. Today, as I expected..it became awkward between "us". And the bad thing is..it's also affects my friends. I felt guilty for that for the whole of my life..really. ;(

No one back me up. Even, boss..I really felt suffocated here. 

And bad thing added to my worse luck..my home was robbed. 

Ya Allah. Dugaan yg kau berikan...tabahkan lah hati aku, keluarga dan kawan-kawan ak. ;(